After a great trip in costa rica (hola ticos !) mostly relaxing and deep thinking about everything I realise that, over the summer I lost some proximity with a friend who is really closed (or used to be) and she's like a sister because she always covers my back; almost lost one of my best friends over some stupid stuff I said; let a guy almost come between me and a great friend; and let myself be in a position (sometimes) that I am fighting over (not to happen) which makes me vulnerable to other's people 'jaws'.
Why do I let myself be that vulnerable?, because I forget that you can just trust yourself, people who trust you with their life's and who have never tried to be greater than you. And that my friends I realise that in this point in my life, I really have just 3 people who I can trust besides me (no one needs to know who they are because I am not like that, and they know who they are, or I am going to make sure they do).
About costa rica, oh well, this is freaking amazing !! If you want I can and will do (with all pleasure) a recap of my vacation. But if you are considering coming, please do!! You won't regret it (if you choose right, of course).
Tomorrow I leaving to Madrid and when I arrive home its going to be party until school starts (which is scary 'cause I'll be a senior and I will have 4 finals which are really important to MY LIFE! and I'm really scared, but that's a story for another day [promise]).
Have a great night you all, and enjoy your thinking time, because sometimes you sure need it.
Spreading Love (from Costa Rica),
Bá
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