remember how I thought he would never care about me like I did care about him? well turns out he did, because we were an item for a month and 10 days (yup i am the kind of girl that counts days). I think I fell for him, but I just realised that when I knew he was going to break up, so I never told him.
it was completely out of the blue, it crushed me inside out, and guess what? here I am again trying to pick all the pieces ... why does everyone gets to have the perfect life or at least ordinary, and I have the messed up one ? great question ...
I'm reading a lot, and writing a new book (I should finish the first), catching up with my series and trying to stand up for me :)
I'm seeing a therapist because I'm no longer able to deal with all this shit alone .
spreading love (as always),
Bá
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