books and movies and songs and dreams

(repost)

my life is not a book nor a movie nor a song nor a dream... boys won't just fall for me because i'm weird and ugly. they won't find something in me that's so different that is greater than everything, because their isn't. that's life for me! I just have to learn that.

I won't be kissed in rain because its cute like in books. I won't be kissed after an argument or after I declare that I have a crush to that person, I won't see anyone chase after me after I leave, because, let's face it, it doesn't happen in real life, jus in books, movies and songs... oh and dreams too... I found out i dream to much, so anything juicy will happen in real life... for me .. or at least nothing of this happens to me .

if there's anybody out there who have a book/movie/song/dream life, please tell me!! I will crush all your hopes just like they did to me :(