You realise that your crush is your friend's cruch too, but the real mess gets when you know you have to back off because he likes her too and (at least me) you don't want to be caught in the middle of the two of them... Especially when friendships can get in the middle too... So today I made the decision to brake my heart but keep my friend, because trust me... Friends are way more important... So here I am in the back seat of my mum's car being driven home from my grandma's house to sleep very tight because today I choose to broke my heart again, and let me be clear, it wasn't a easy choice...
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Where I live, to get your license you have to be 18, have like a mini fortune to make 2 exams and don't fail any of them or else you'll spend more money until you get it right.. I'm waiting 6 months to know if my mum will allow me to get my license, but I already asked my grandma if she could give me for my 18's birthday, which she said yes but mum said she had the final say in this subject... Why can't my mum just give me the license? It's not like I have a car or anything -.- but she always wins so...
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My music for today? On top of the world by Imagine Dragons, and Demons by Imagine Dragons too. Great songs that really help me get through :)
And I realise something this past few days. It's better to know people that are different from you than find someone who has the exact same interests as you do.
With the different persone you have talk for a million years and don't get boring but talking about the same thing over and over again because you don't have nothing more to talk because you are the same is really boring and life wasting... I guess ;p
Spreading love,
Bá
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